imy myILAHI..

forgive me .. for all the sin's i make...
dear Allah i missh you......
don't hate me....
show me yaAllah...
show me the light...
i do...
i do really need you............
forgive me...

Aay

termakbul doa ini wlaupun xksmuaya.. tapi walaupun sikit ia cukup besar bagiku...
sikit demi sedikit perubhan yang telah dilakukan...
satu berita baik bagiku...
bukan mudah, seseorang berubah ke arah kebaikan ..
dengan sedikit dorongan... dan pertolongan doa dariNya..
akhirnya... ia termakbul.... sebak hati ini bila itu yang kelua dari mulutnya...
luluh hati ini....
bila ia mnerangkan niat dihatinya....
bukan mudah, iya... malah sukar untuk orang sepertinya,.. dan juga ku...
cuba melangkah ke arah Nya.....
sungguh baik niatya...

" ya Allah

Please have Mercy on us.

ya Allah, ya Karim,

Please forgive us

for the sins we committed in the past,

and those we will commit in the future.

ya Allah,

Please spark the love of Islam in my heart

and in the hearts of every single Muslim..

yaAllah ya Rabbi..

Please Help us and guide us,

to strengthen the iman to 

to fight Shaitan and his whispers...

amin~ "

Hilang..

im looking of u Allah..
im blind..
i cant see the light,
i lost in the middle of life..
i miss u Allah..
don't leave me...
i need you...
dear Allah..
dont hate me...
i need you...............
i lost...
i dont noe who i am...
take me Allah..
show me the light...
dont leave me alone...
i can lost anyone i love... but i can't imagine my life whout Your Love...
look at me Allah... i lost without ur love.....forgive me....

berita..

hikmah disebalik ujian.... itulah yang harus diingat...
mungkin disebalik ujian sakit ini.. ada hikmahnya.. mungkin tuhan nak tegur silap ku ...
terasa jauh dr landsannNya... sedih..takut... risau smua menggelubang hati ini... tarikh appoinment dengan hospital sudah hampir.... takut...risau... dengan dosa yang bergelumang dan bergunung tingggi..
apa sakit ku ini hanyalah smtra? adkah iya hya "hint" dari Allah....? sungguh aku tidk tahu.....
doktor kate... "i dont no what it is... but better... make appoinmt,and  take it out," sedihya..tiap kali sakitku ini tidak dapat dikesan.....luluhya hati.... mungkin tuhan mguji....yaAllah.... seandaiya ini pghapus dosa.. aku trima sakit ini... dan andai ini cranya untuk ku lebih dkat dganMu... yaAllah pimpinlah aku... meniti hari demi hari utk ke ruang org sakit bukan itu yg pnah trlintas dlam fikiran ku... yaAllah.. kukuhknlah pendirian ku.. ssguhya Engkau yg mmbolak balikkan hatiku..... smoga smuaya brjalan lancar...dan ia dpat dbuang dr tbuhku.....tanpa ada cacat cela...dan lain bruknya.....Bismillah..............

Andai..

Pada-Mu saja,

Aku mengadu..

Resah gelora, 

Yang menghempas kalbu..

Terasa berat, 

Namun apa daya.. 

ku luahkan 

Walau sarat,

terasa malu pada-Mu..

Akulah insan..

Yang berjuta dosa,

Tiada mengenang..

Erti kesalahan,

Berkali-kali..

Terus masih terulang segala kesilapan,

Meski ku tahu pedihnya..

Masihku disini terantai nubari..

Detik nadi bagaikan terhenti,

Andai aku di sisi rahmat-Mu...

Berhakkah ku ulang masa lalu.

Hafiz hamidun - Andai ku disisiMU

sorry...and gudbye

delete, simpan dan kemas. 3perkara yang harus dibuat jika inginkan satu perubahan...

bukan smuaya harus di pack, mana yang baik ambil.. dan gunakan... dan yang selebeh itu.. jika ia akan membawa satu halangan.. maka, " delete, simpan dan kemas " sahajalah... jgan dilihat.. mungkin ia akan memakan hatimu.. perubahan memerlukan satu pengorbanan. pengorbanan itu seandaiya tidak dikawal rapi dengan pendrian...ia akan roboh smula... tidak mngapa seandaiya susah, xmgapa seandaiya sakit,.. nama pun pengorbanan... seandaiya terlalu rebah.. berdoalah.... dan jgan sekali-kali cuba untuk lihat kebelakang...

chillah...! evrything going to be okey2 je... i need to do, and i need to prove it. :) Bismillah..

CHOOSE where you want to go..

HEAVEN / HELL

O Allah,Forgive us,Forgive our sins we have done,please....

O Allah,guide us on the right path you love,we know we have done so much sins,

but you love to forgive ,so forgive us for that.

O Allah, O Karim,

Please have Mercy on me.

O Allah, O Karim,

Please forgive me

for the sins I committed in the past

and those I will commit in the future.

O Allah,

have Mercy on all the Muslimeen,

and guide them.

Guide me O Allah,

and guide my parents,

my siblings, my cousins,

my aunts and uncles,

my nephews and nieces and so forth.

O Allah,

I ask You

to strengthen my iman and those around me.

I ask You to soften my heart

and to soften the hearts of the Believers.

O Allah,

forgive me for my shortcomings,

for only You are Perfect.

O Allah,

Please Forgive me

if I ever got too wrapped in a matter

that I didn’t have the time to utter Your Name.

O Allah,

Please Forgive me for all the salat I missed

because of ignorance or laziness,

Please Forgive me for all the fasts I didn’t make up,

thinking it was “alright, since I fasted most of the days anyway.”

O Allah,

Please Forgive me

for the quarter I never dropped

into the metal cup for the homeless man begging on the street.

O Allah,

Please spark the love of Islam in my heart

and in the hearts of every single Muslim

until it gets implanted in their children

and their childern’s children and so on.

O Allah,

I ask that You help me for I am weak

and will only grow stronger by Your Strength,

so Allah Please Strengthen me

to fight Shaitan and his whispers.

And if I ever fell into his trap

and followed my desire,

then sincerely forgive me,

for that displays not only my weakness,

but Your Greatness as well.

O Allah, Please lighten the punishment in the grave

for those before us and those after us.

Please Allah, lighten the punishment

and please shed light into every Muslim’s grave.

O Allah, if I ever was too afraid

to stand up for Your Deen

because of what others would think,

then Forgive me, for I was a fool for doing so.

O Allah, Please Protect me and each Musilman,

and Protect especially the orphans and the widows.

O Allah, Please Strengthen the faith

of the destitute Muslims around the world,

so they have hope to live.

O Allah, if I ever forgot to do du’a

for even one suffering Muslim,

then Forgive me

for then it is as if I haven’t done du’a

for the entire ummah.

O Allah,

Please be the Light of my eyes, ears and heart.

O Allah,

Please be the Light on the sides of me

and the Light behind me

and the light in front of me.

O Allah, Please Forgive me

for all the foul words I spoke

either out of ignorance or

because I was trying to be “cool.”

O Allah, please forgive me

if I never stopped to think about You,

due to “other important things.”

O Allah, Please Forgive me

for not having enough time

or creating time for reading the Qur’an.

O Allah, Please Forgive me

for my disrespect towards my family,

elders, siblings and so on.

O Allah, Please Forgive me

for any backbiting I have been accused of,

whether I did it consciously or unconsciously.

O Allah, Rab al-Alamin,

Forgive me,

Forgive me for everything.

So for everyone,

every single Muslim,

dead or alive,

I do du’a that you forgive them

for all their sins.

Oh Allah, Please Help us all and guide us,

for You are Everything to us.

O Allah,

I cannot stress how much I ask

for Your Forgiveness and Your Guidance.

O Allah,

I fear You,

I fear You soooo much words cannot describe.

I fear the day when I will meet You,

and I WILL meet You.

When we are one on one,

and I have no one’s help or support.

No-one can take the blame for me

nor I for them.

The only thing I will have

is a little book given to me by You

that has my deeds.

O Allah,

Let me die as Muslim,

O Allah,

Please Forgive me for my thoughts,

for even though I get sinned only for my actions,

I cannot help but feel guilty for my thoughts

and I ask You to Forgive me for them

and to clear my mind of any impurities

until You become the Only thing on my mind.

I do du’a

You shed Your Mercy

on the Prophet Muhammad ,

his family and companions.

I do du’a

that you grant Muhammad

the Highest Station in Paradise.

Rabinna Aataina

Fiduniya Hasinathow

Wa Fil Akhirati Hasinathow,

Wakina Adhab innaar

Ameen.

Summa Ameen!

KING

slave of ALLAH